and so the invasion of mudkips has begun.....

today i went moshing in the pine trees as my family looked for a tree .........trees are my friends

i dont know what to do,
i feel so out of place.
like a crumpled picture,
a torn up drawing.
things will never be the same.

have you ever found a crumpled picture of someone you cared for that has passed away that you still mourn for and seen how someone else has treated that picture of them as if they didnt care that their death did not haunt them nor make them cry when the dead were thought of did you ever feel like you were the only one who cared about them anymore that you were alone and didnt want your loved ones to be forgotten but held on so close people started to worry about you thinking that you were starting to loose the marbles as one by one they slowly rolled into the depths and darkness held under the bed never to be found again to be eaten by the darkness because you hold on tighter when youre told youll never see them again that there is no hell no heaven and they no longer exhist it hurts like a knife through the heart even if people do call you crazy at least you havent forgotten them

today i lost a friend tho he was a horse i saw him as another kindred soul as i still do now...he was a great guy he was friends w/ gaurdian they would both always try to obtain my attention. When gaurdian left jakie he would always try to cheer me up when i worried cried or was depressed hed lean his head against my chest with his eyes shut just listening to the sound of my heartbeat like a child would his mother, hed hug mw and bop me on the check with his lips to show affection he was not just a horse he was my friend who was there for me. he collicked i hope that it was not painful for him he did not deserve to die he was very healthy and strong. I wish i had known i recently rode him a few days ago and he was happy galloping to try to get infront of everyone on my first trailride....he didnt deserve death he was a good guy a friend a comforter and a great horse i will remember him always in my heart.